Today, Shaun T made me cry. Yes, plyo finally got the better of me. This has always been the one workout that's pushed me to the edge, but today it got me. I am so frustrated at not being able to keep up with the level 1 drills that I just fell to the floor & lost it...but just for a second. I wanted to give-up, I did...but then again I didn't. I won't quit!! Shaun is so amazing at being there for me & pushing me to keep going that I slowly pulled myself up & kept going. All I kept thinking was how he says Insanity isn't for everyone. Well, I don't wanna be the one who can't hang with the big boys. I AM going to do this!! I AM going to get in the best shape of my life!! I know I haven't pushed my body nearly as far as it can go. I have a long way to go & the only way to get there is to keep going!!
I added cardio abs today as well to help counter-act the chinese food from yesterday. That and I can use all the help with my abs that I can get, so I'll add cardio abs every so often as a bonus. That session went OK, except that my body is just spent!! But I did what I could & was sweating during both sessions!!
I have a deepness & a desire within me that surprises me sometimes. Most people after laying on the floor with tears in their eyes would just give up & find something else to do. But yet I kept pushing on & finished the workout. And then on top of that I contined on & did a whole other workout!! I know I am stronger than this & I'm still trying to work on my mind to not pay so much attention to the fact that my muscles want to implode. LOL
I will survive the blood, sweat & tears!! And in the end I will have an amazing new me that I can only thank Shaun T for!! His motivation is unequal to anyone & I would never push beyond my limits without him!!
Good-bye week 3!!!!
Goodness, I had one of those days this week too. It was plyo too, ha,ha. Only I cried ALL the way through!! Thank you for being so honest. I'm pushing with you!!!
ReplyDeleteUgh, plyo has been my nemesis since the first time I did it!! It always pulls something out of me that makes me wanna cry, but yesterday was the furthest it's gone! My endorphins stopped me from full out crying, but I did fall to the floor on the verge of crying & giving up, wondering what I was doing. But I'm not giving up, and neither are you, so we'll push through together!! Thanks for checking in!
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