Day 4...no workout. :( This is getting ridiculous!! I can't wait to get to the doctor's tomorrow so they can fix me up quickly..I hope!! I am watching the Insanity infomercial on TV as I write this, and it actually almost made me cry. I miss Shaun T soooo much & I want to get back to my routine!!!! I WANNA BE INSANE!!!!
I have learned one thing that can be taken as a positive through all of this: I have the desire to continue on. I WANT to workout & sweat everyday. I WANT Shaun T to push me each & every day to become the best I can be!! The "old" me would have been happy being a lazy couch potato again. Sure, I love relaxing, but now it's AFTER leaving it all on the floor with Insanity!! I teared up watching my informercial because I miss those guys! They really have become my workout partners & I miss not seeing them!! Man, I can't wait to get healthy again so I can continue on!!
I was supposed to start month 2 tomorrow, and that's obviously not going to happen. Damn... I'm really hoping beyond all hope that I will start to feel a little better over the next day or two, and then maybe...just maybe...I can do a few recovery workouts. But as of now it looks like I'm going to be off a week before starting month 2. I just pray it's not longer than that!! I don't think I could take it!!
I may be down but I'm not out!! I will be back to Insanity & I thank Shaun for pushing me & encouraging me so much that I WANT to return! How many people in my position would just give up?? Or decide to start over at the beginning? Not me!! I think I might need a few "lighter" workouts to get back into it before starting month 2, but I'm pushing forward!! I'm loving the results I'm seeing so far, and I can't wait to see where I can push my body beyond there!!
I'm coming back, and I'm planning on coming back better than ever!! I'm soooo ready to DIG DEEP Y'ALL!!!! :)
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